Ugh! My bad that it took me over a month to not to have any entries here in my blogspot account. Feeling really upset that I never took even few minutes to jot down things upon what I have been up to nor what I have not been up to.
Alright, let me just say few things just before I hit my bed since tomorrow will be a new set of week for me to undergo! I have been staying at home for few days now since I got really sick last week. Went to see a doctor and found out that I have-- Acute Pharyngitis! Yes, got it from smoking! It is quite similar to having asthma-- not being able to breathe and all. So these days, I was totally groggy from all the meds I have been taking. And to mute mode since I almost lost my voice.
And at the same time, had Athena to be checked as well. She's perfectly doing fine. The pedia said she's already fit to go to school, though she mentioned some important issues that I was really in awe to hear.
Bought a book from an online bookstore-- Leaving Katya. Quite odd however whenever I am reading my name, yet it gives me chills, I feel like it's the real me being talked about in it. Haven't started reading it though, I still have another book to get over.
Currenty downloaded a lot of new songs-- from Gin Blossoms to A Fine Frenzy and from the locals as well-- Kamikazee, Ebe Dancel. It's amazing how music can lock you up within it's rhythm and lyrics and tends to also suffocate you.
By September, as I end my part time as a personal tutor for Korean kids, I am already eyeing for a resignation. Not that I am abrupt about this decision, this has been lingering for months now. I guess there are a lot of priorities to consider especially now that my daughter is about to start with her schooling.
I have dreamed of John-- as if we were really together. That in reality what we have were pure happiness. I tried to not to wake up anymore, to just live with my facade is showing me. But I once again woke up, and reality slapped me that I am still not with me, that we are not even an inch close with each other.
"I'll be alright... as long as it matters. As long as you're here with me now" --Has remained to be my LSS for days now.
P.S. It ain't definitely gonna be a sunny day tomorrow, better to be geared up then!
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