October 23.
Finally, Monday is now over. It was exhausting. It was suppose to be a good start for this week but it ended up being far beyond from what I was expecting. I was at the edge of smoking earlier. Yet I succeeded in declining my vices' wanting to lit a cigarette and its sickening scent to be sniffled again. It was somewhat fulfilling. My head was chaotic. Even until now I guess. Problematic-- my current state of mind. To be alone and not to be surrounded by people. That's what I wanted. They weren't as affected as I was. Maybe it's just me, and my paranoia syndrome. Oh Lord, please keep me sane until everything normalizes.
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